Paint me like your French girls

I see you very often, my interest in you is driving my crazy. I watch you everytime I can, and you appear in my mind every second of my free time.

But there's something that bothers my head and my soul, something that is out of my control and that if it were in my hands I would handle it properly; darling you are internationally social.

You are a world man, I know you've been in beautiful places, places I've only visited in my dreams, places I wish one day I get to meet, and in those places you have made friends, lots of friends, and most of those friends are girls.

All of them, French, Canadian, American, all of them love you, they have a special bond with you and I don't blame them, if I were them I would do the exact same thing they do with you, the problem is precisely that I'm not them.

My only sin is to be born a Mexican, to never travel, to stay in my house, to dream alone. But most specifically, my sin is to never talk to you, to remain my feelings in silence.

If I talk to you, if I start I conversation with you, would you treat me like your foreign friends? would my words in Spanish be as interesting as the English or French words that your international friends write to you?

It doesn't matter in which language I should talk to you, the important thing is that I should talk to you and discover for myself if my words can create some impact in your world.

I know that despite of being international you have been feeling lonely, that there isn't a girl in your life, that not even your international friends can fill that void in your heart. I just wish I could fill it.

But, damn, those words, those friends; I always tend to be more jealous when I'm not dating the guy then when I'm actually dating him, 'cause I know there is a competition, and right know with you, there is a huge competition. How am I suppose to compete with all those girls and their cute accent? it's really hard.

I know you think I'm pretty, you said that to me once, but I don't know exactly what do you think about your other friends. I want to capture your attention, that's all I want.